Feeling exceptionally fat today. As if all my fat cells somehow multiplied cos that’s how I really feel when I look at myself today.
Is it becoming an unhealthy obsession? I feel guilty when I eat too much (by my definition) and will only feel better after burning it off. Doesn’t help that I attempt to get rid of what I just ate through artificial means. I don’t even know how to stop myself from feeling so shitty. And when will I ever be happy with my weight. I don’t even think I’ll ever be happy with my weight or the way I look.
| 4 weeks ago: | single |
| 3 weeks ago: | single |
| 2 weeks ago: | single |
| Last week: | single |
| Next week: | single |
| Next month: | single |
| Next year: | single |
| Next decade: | single |
| For the rest of eternity: | single |
(Source: sorryforventing, via rantyourpantsoff)
| In class: | oh yeah i totally get this |
| homework: | lol what the fuck |
| test: | lol what the fuck |
| report card: | lol fuck |
(Source: thoughts-that-pass-me-by, via rantyourpantsoff)